how i wish that i stil have that now
(via redlipsbarbie)
every day i have to face a reality where i couln’t face. everyday, things seems to tighten and everyday, you will make me cry. when you heard me cry, you scolded me. what for and why? you jolly well know that you hated me to cry, you said that you hated it so much that i had to cry for you and you regretted doing shits to me, well, i don’t see that you mean it at all dear. why must you do this to me? why am i such a bore to you? why are you treating me like this? all i beg for was you to be loyal and to understand me. thats all. when i have to text your mum and to ask her more about you, that shows that you did worst then what i did. you hurt me worst than you did to me. darling, you should just be thankful that i am there, to always be there, to cherish all the relationship we have. but i guess, it got worst. if you think that the reason why you stay was because of a promise, be a bad guy and break that promise.
with love,
deprincess
Dearest lover,
you should know how much you mean to me. well i don’t know what i should do to really make thing right for US. i really don’t know what to say anymore. you always think that you are right, but things are really haywire right now. you and your own life while i seems to be hurting deeply because of what you did to me. dear darling, everyday i pray hard to make sure that this relationship works out, but you don’t seems to care so much like how much i care for this relationship. well darling you should start thinking whether you want this to really work or not.
Dearest friend,
i know that you mean well and you are always wanting to help me. but you should know that i am not as what you think i am. i have been super patient when you said that you mean well for my realtionship. but you know what? you have make me feel like i don’t mean anything to him anymore. because of what? because he is very interested in you now, when he meet you he will be very elated and keep talking about it. well, i admit it that i am jealous, but when a girlfriend is jealous. that shows that she is concern and you don’t seems to care that you have hurt me alot babe. well, i guess that this is the end of the friendship that we have because if it is because of work that i have to communicate with you, then it will be only about work. nothing more babe. you don’t worth having a pieve of my heart because all you did was to destroy the friendship i gave. take care and i hope that you will be happy with my lover because he is all i’ve got.
with lots of love,
deprincess
We are now together, in a way that we want it to be.
Finally, you’d understand how much that ths relationship to workout. I love you so much and i really need you to know that these days, everything seems to be great. I love you so much.
Muhammad Sufian Bin Azmai, you are the one that i wish to spend the rest of my life with k?
SufiSAyang

(Source: insomniaticthoughts)

(Source: insomniaticthoughts)

(Source: insomniaticthoughts)